I haven’t blogged in a long time.
Because I’ve had a lot on my mind lately, and I just had to clear them out and calm myself down before writing anything.
The past few weeks have been incredibly eventful. My parent’s 25th anniversary, sleepover with friends, Dinagyang festival, college entrance examination resuts, YMSAT, college applications and interviews, and lots of other things I can’t remember now.
I had my last interview tonight. It went well, but well enough for them to look past my failing math grades is another story. But there’s nothing more I can do now except pray and hope that all that I’ve done is enough. Getting in is one thing, but getting the financial aid for that kind of education is another altogether.
But I’ll wait patiently and pray that this is what I’m supposed to do, and if it’s not then I will continue going on until find whatever is meant for me. I’m past of the saturation point of anxiety, and this withdrawal is my defense mechanism. It’s time to let go and let God, and to expect the worst but hope for the best.
