Halcyon


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Filipino, Seventeen, Senior at Philippine Science High.
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Ramblings, reviews and random thoughts about life from a a teenager suffering from Peter Pan Syndrome.

Suddenly, things didn’t matter anymore.

9th January 12

Failing grades, college entrance examination results, the pimple on my forehead, the broken mirror in my room.. None of it mattered.

Today, I woke up in the morning. I took a bath, and went to school. I arrived a minute late to the flag ceremony. Mailed my transcripts to England, and then filed for an affidavit of loss for my ATM card. I fitted for a dress for my parent’s 25th anniversary. I went somewhere else, and by the time I went home I realized that in between all the hours that had passed since I had left my room, I could have died at any moment.

I could have got into a car accident. I could have got hit by a stray bullet. I could have gotten held up in the bank. I could have fell down a flight of stairs. I could have died from cancer. My heart could have stopped beating. Maybe, I could have not even woken up at all. There were so many countless moments that could have ended in a tragedy but didn’t.

And I realized that I had a lot to be thankful for.